I must say I am slightly disappointed
yet honestly not surprised.
Sometimes I do not understand people
Why people change so dramatically
After all these time...
but yet you would think I would have some sort of knowledge
or instinct as to what is going on.
I am the one out in the dark here and that is frustrating.
Yet I am going to have to be okay with it and just move on.
I must say it hurts.
Deep down in the bottom of my heart, it hurts.