Nov 26, 2010



Friend: has never seen you cry 
Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on (korang la spe lagi) ("_")

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink 
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home (location:tasya 's room) (^_^)

Friend: asks you to write down your number. 
Best friend: they ask you for their number cuz they can't remember it (emm..bpe ek no pin kad kite??) (^_~)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back. 
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff haha (sorry baain SLALU terambik pencil az still ade kt kite n tasya..pencil u pn ade kat i hehe) (*_*)

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend:could write a biography on your life story ngee (cian kat ashee, az, baain n tasya..slalu kne dgr story sy)  (@_@)

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you (Me:korang gi la dlu.  Korang: x pe..ktrg tggu) (#_#)

"Even through the silhouetted memories,
I can feel those times,
See our smiles,
Our laughter floating till the skies.
"Friendship" isn't a word we take lightly,
It's a bond echoed in our actions,
A promise engraved in our hearts.
Even through the misty memories,
The ship of our friendship still sails forever,
Into endless memories....
Materializing memories everyday of our life."
love u all! 

Nov 24, 2010


{Image} Sylvain_Latouche
The more she was running, the more the bag was torn...
And she didn't want the bag to be totally torn, 
so she was running...
Life is unfair, when you're two years old...

i'm missing you!

  {Image Source:} Leelawadees Photostream

miss lendu so much!!

Part one !!! we rr quite close isn't it? hehe.
Studying..lepakk'n..all those things we do it togather-gather.
Thanks so much guys .
Rilly miss you all!

miss u lah aqeel!
ur room 
ur mini copper
ur dad's car 
ur motorbike haha
krim slm pd uncle n aunty k

classmate for 3 sem.Love you all !!!!

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.
A hug is worth a thousand words. A friend is worth more.

Nov 23, 2010

Bliss of Solitude!

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In the life we generally lead there is very little solitude. 
Even when we are alone our lives are crowded by so many influences,
so much knowledge, 
so many memories of so many experiences,
so much anxiety, 
and conflict that our mind become duller
and duller, 
and more insensitive,
functioning in a monotonous routine.
Humm...Are we ever alone? 
Or are we carrying with us all the burdens of yesterday??
Whatever it is..i noe He neva left me alone.
with you i'm blissful in solitude
Thank you Allah


Nov 21, 2010

Hide and Seek

understands yourself

"The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you;
                         it is when you don't understands yourself"

oohh.. :(

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

source (PenguinLvr 142)

said out loud

       " We come to love not by finding a perfect person, 
             but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly "


You’ll be there soon, so soon~...

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world ‘till the end of time
Where the rain wont hurt
Fighting the storm 

Treasure the deep blue ocean.…
You have done so well
Goodluck to you!

Talking To The Moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on

the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

Don't Let The Hope Die


its quite awhile i 'm not updating my blog...For no reasons,there were so many things that happened around me in this couple of days.sometimes i felt like i just wanna give up n flee from all these stuff .i really hate this conditions and those feeling.perhaps if i can get rid of them..perhaps! humm. But,throw up the sponge is not in my dictionary .I will never surrender easily.I should motivate myself, i know myself better than anyone else and i know i can endure it here..the present for myself.

Dear myself,problems are common to all, but attitude matters.

What is life without salt and pepper? Of testing times and sorrows? I guess tasteless would be the word. In fact, they not only add taste to our lives, but also introduce us to new and unexplored sides of ourselves syg.

Paie,looking at the bigger picture, salt and pepper situations give us an opportunity to step out of our comfort zones so that we grow, learn, fight and survive.Chayyok2!!

Remember,life is like any other challenge. Once in paie, you only focus on winning and surviving, followed by happy moments when you propose a toast to victory and then get ready for another challenge.You should tackel this out,go for it! your love is a part of your life rite? :)

The happy moments just mark the celebration of your survival and victory, hence are short lived. So, don't complain about lack of them in your life, for, it's the challenge that you need to focus on and not the celebration.

However tough the going may become, you need to keep going. Don't ever give up. Have faith in Allah, yourself and him.
Till you have said before,life is a better make a better choice!

Nov 15, 2010

the bottom of the well

i'll scream silently when i'm pissed off   
i'll cry when i get upset   
i'll laugh when im amused   
i'll tell you if i like you   
and if i wanna keep you i'll hold you

there r always

Some things that are left undone, 
some words that are left unsaid, 
some feelings that are left unexpressed

Tagged by Riz!

Name one person who made u laugh last nite?
Oh Ha Ni Huhu

What were u doing 1 hour ago?

What was the last thing u said out loud? 
Ibu..tgk adik ni!!!

Where's the next place you're going to?
Sure rr blek Kampong.Raye comn' soon meh :)

What was the last thing u paid for?
topup 4 my bb ehe.

Where were you last nite? my room..all alone

What's the best ice-cream flavour?
4 eve n eva..VANILLA noktah!^_~

Do u wanna cut your hair?
Noup..wanna be like rapunzel hihi..
Bile ibu da mmbebel ti..bru i potong haha

Do u love to 'melatah'?
sorry sket eh.. (hehe..*blushing)

If that so (melatah), what will u said out loud?
Oh mak kau( so klise kan kan,so x slh klu kdg2 tersebut hihi..coz it universal *wink wink)

What does the last text-msg received say?,arini den exam major doakn den bolh buat ye ..hehe

Will u get married in da future?
*blushing *blushing *blushing

Do u chew on your straw?

Do u make up ur own words? 

Is there anyone u like/love right now?
-Siti (my cute little kitten)

- Tag 5 bloggers/more

Nov 14, 2010

New Interest !!!

This cuti sem were quite bored.1 week already..and i keep thinking....what shall I do...what shall I do???? Still can't decide...huhu.....perhaps when the time comes, the idea will pop into my head. :) As usual..weekdays,i am all alone in dis home sweet home ngee..taking care of the whole household chores.sometimes berangan la jadik a good housewife hihihi..Actually ,there r so many things that i have 2 handle here,do i need 2 write all the household chores checklist?haha. My parents r so busy with their work and i think my homecoming are quite a relieved to them  ^_~ is Sunday. I can concentrate fully on my lappy hehe..Guys..u noe wat..i found a new interest au. Check dis out

they r cute isn't it? i have collected and grab so many pic of those handmade cards.I am loving it!! I am sure most of you will love it too..Who knows  one day I might be a designer of handmade cards,  making things that make the universe sings in my heart. hehe..

Nov 12, 2010

Ilyas & Azim

Ilyas & Azim..happy birthday k! A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip. Love u guy! ^_~

I hope all your birthday dreams and wishes come true.
Not just a year older, but a year better.
Here's to another year of experience..
May this day always be a special one to remember.
May the best of your past be the worst of your future.
Hope your birthday blossoms into lots of dreams come true!
I hope that for every candle on your cake you get a wonderful surprise.
May ur life be filled with sunshine and smiles, laughter and love.
Happy Birthday and many happy returns of the day.

The Creater

Nowdays,people take religious matter lightly.It upset me the most.They seem 2 do wat ever they want to do and not thinking about their pride as a muslim.People make so many excuses...about their religions but the truth is they dont want to look or search 4 the true religion and the one and only god... ALLAH!!!! Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah..i am born as a muslim and i am proud 2 be a muslim.I am not perfect and am not a truly muslimah kind of gurl either,but deep in my heart...i have that desire to be a perfect muslimah@muslima sejati yg didamba oleh smua muslimat dan mujahid2....The story of Allah does exist is a very good way of prooving that people really do need to search for the truth.crystal clear.

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects.When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "Idon't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.
"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving a God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! What happens is, people do not come to me."

"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for him.

Nov 11, 2010

Fall in LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Playful Kiss ..da best story ever !!
Its like da combinations of ..Winter Sonata ,Authum in my Heart, Coffee Prince,Princess Hour, My Girl, Full house, Boys over Flower,Meichan ,Zettai Kareshi and etc ..hehe.
Its not da plot neither da story board i am talking about..but the feel of excitement while watching it! Rily..Chincha! Cukaaee!! 
Playful Kiss does not end here.The Playful Kiss Production company Group 8 said that there will be a special where they will upload 9 episodes, 10 minutes each on their official youtube channel.  Beak Seungjo and Oh Hani will meet me again yeah!!!!