Deep down

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p/s: This post is suitable to be read  with a sentimental music background :) hehe

I've been doing some deep thinking about life lately. You don't realize how old you're getting until you see your school friends at facebook, posting about their relationship, marriage and etc.21 years already past and today i was spend most of the time thinking about myself, my behavior and my life.

What kind of person am i rily? I wonder what people think of me? Am I a good person, a good friend? Or Am I is like a women with a bad character in a movie that always hurting people’s feelings? Am i??

Something was happened today and it make me realize that life is not as easy that we thought, everything is unpredictable, a single step can make yourself being misunderstanding and can hurt other people feelings and for the worst ruined everything. That is the risk that we should take to enjoy the beauty of lives. For the best, we should be aware and watch our word and saying.
(p/s:Sorry for everything..)


When I was younger I lived in a kind of fantasy world. Maybe I wasn't ready, or I for some reason put a blind eye on things. I wasn't hungry for the truth. As I got older, I became more realistic and can accept the truths in life. *The more open to the Truth you are, the more clarity you get in your life. Take a step back, and you will see clearly the truth in almost anything


Like the songs with sad lyrics. Back again I never thought that all the lyrics can give a big impact or related to our self either. But as the times flies, i could feel it on my own. All the lyrics, each word give me a deep meaning in my life.


What is the meaning of life?I believe that we will find meaning in life only if we create it. It is not lying there somewhere behind the bushes, so we can go and search a little bit and find it. It is not there like a rock that you will find. It is a poetry to be composed, it is a song to be sung, it is a dance to be danced.

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Life is full with sad and happy moment and all that moment are being created by our self. If we are sad, don’t put ourself at the end of the world. I always remind my self that the sadness is just a beginning, not an end. 


Whatever problem that we faced,we have to faced it with a strong heart.We have to be a flower. We need water to stay alive, and that our tear. Our first and foremost responsibility is to blossom, to become fully conscious, aware, alert; and in that consciousness you will be able to see what we can share, how we can solve problems.


Till then,thanks for reading guys :)
Ya,i noe..please ignore all the grammatical error hehe.
Hopefully you'll get something from this entry guys.