miss someone

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hum....for this couple of days, i'm really miss someone.I have sad feelings pretty often.My world may seem dark and unfriendly...felt like i have nothing to look forward to.Every nite i will talk to the moon n it helps me alot ! by doing so, i can feel like a heavy blanket is being lifted from my shoulders.

But then..the hurt deep inside, crush my mood.Thank god there have fb n fwen to cheer me up.But these sadness makes me feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop.I don't know why but crying often makes me feel better.Sometimes i just feel like i wanna be alone for a little while..but sometimes i  want someone to comfort me or just keep me company.

This sad feeling goes on for too long, hurts too deeply, and makes it hard for me.I'm feeling empty ,guilty, lonely ,unloved,feeling like things are not fun anymore,and of course crying a lot, often for no reason.

I just miss him.I know i'm too selfish and meby too childish for not understand his condition.I rily try my best to understand,i just can't control my feeling.Sometimes i’d get jealous easily  and i know i 'm like a crybaby...alwez feeling sad about nothing big,but he always be patient with me..save the situation not to worsen it.

I noe ,i noe... 

but..deep inside

I just wanna be like we used to be before.

I pray to Allah to make me stronger and i know this how Allah deals with me.

I know when I just stand there in tears because i can't think of anything else to do.. That's when Allah  picks me up and loves me and forgives me.

He alwez there for me.

special edition !

First timer tulis dlm bm neh.special edition la katekan huhu.Nmpak kan nme kat atas tu. Hum die pakse sy srh tls pasal die..X nk tls pun..tapi dah kne ugut kan..hehe.

Btw.. dis all from my heart..

special to you riz...enjoy!

  

kite leh nyorok blakang riz.Sah.. riz mmg Gebun :)

Ridzuan Razali..dah knal dak nie lame dah, ade la dlm 3 thn.

First2 knal dlu mse diploma,part 1 n 2 x bpe nk rpat coz len2 klaz.

Part 3 bru ngam sket.Mne taknyer,pagi petang siang malam group study kat library :)

Riz nie..klu tgk dri luaran mmg macho n hensem bak awal ashaari gitu

tapi dalaman ..x lah semacho yang disangka hehe

tapi atas sebab tu la sy suka kawan ngn dia
he such a kind hearted boy

 n sensitif ! same seperti sy ^_~

kuat sentap ! sy pun

selalu nak merajuk ! me too

tapi baik n punye hati yg sangat mulia( sy lebeh lagi!)

die slalu je ade tuk epykan sy bile sy sdeh.

best la kwn ngn die.

bukan sy sorang saja,sy rase smue girl akan selesa ble kwn ngn riz

coz he alwez have some kind of factor dat made us felt rily comfortable with him.

Riz satu dalam seribu.

sy rase sy x kan jumpe

org yg serupe ngn riz dlm dunia ni (jgn kembang sgt ek riz hehe)

ape2 pun thanks coz alwez there 4 me.

thanks jgk coz

slalu tolong kite

slalu bg nasihat kat kite

slalu study ngan kite

n slalu je la slalu..thanks sgt sgt!

i rily appreciate it my dear.

  akhir kate ur alwez be my bbf & bff !

Best Bro Forever

& 

 Best Friend Forever

hey you

{Image source:Flickr}Harold.lloy

          

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, 

I could walk forever in my garden.

and i noe

My heart has its own reasons which reason does not know.

hola

{Image source:Flickr.com}i wanna

7 post in one day :)

huhu.ya..when i'm start bloging..i can't stop myself from writing all those stuff and actually i'm too excited in searching 4 da beautiful awesome picture! Those pictures  rily grab my attention and soul.

They really made my day.

But since it have been a week that i'm not updating my blog,7 post doesn't rily  matter rite..?hehe.

till then , enjoy it 

butterfly

{Image source:Flickr.com}raceytay

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.So the man decided to help the butterfly.

He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.

 We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never fly!